- Tina
Wednesday, June 15, 2016
Wednesday, June 8, 2016
Friday, May 20, 2016
Tuesday, May 17, 2016
Thursday, May 12, 2016
Wednesday, May 11, 2016
Tuesday, May 10, 2016
Apologies and Excuses.
All I seem to be good for these days are handing out apologies and making excuses for myself. I hate displacing the blame, because it's no one's fault but my own... but still.
I was drinking Sunday. A not so good friend came over and convinced me that I had been so good lately that I deserved a reward for my efforts. After saying no a few times, I caved because let's face it - I did want a drink. And what do you know the computer was right there waiting for me to mess everything up (again) and all I had was her in my ear goading, encouraging... so I signed on and of course I messed everything up again.
I can't even apologize anymore. I don't even know what to say to anyone. The apologies are sincere, even if I have to keep saying them... but now they are becoming so frequent it's embarrassing... but I'm still going to apologize anyway.
Again.
-A
I was drinking Sunday. A not so good friend came over and convinced me that I had been so good lately that I deserved a reward for my efforts. After saying no a few times, I caved because let's face it - I did want a drink. And what do you know the computer was right there waiting for me to mess everything up (again) and all I had was her in my ear goading, encouraging... so I signed on and of course I messed everything up again.
I can't even apologize anymore. I don't even know what to say to anyone. The apologies are sincere, even if I have to keep saying them... but now they are becoming so frequent it's embarrassing... but I'm still going to apologize anyway.
Again.
-A
Monday, May 9, 2016
Sunday, May 8, 2016
Saturday, May 7, 2016
No one is ever truly alone.
Just so you know that.
I decided that I am going to post quotes from whatever show/movie I am watching.
My stomach hurts, and my head is spinning. I think I may be sick.
-Tina (Since you sign off one YOUR posts I should do the same.)
I decided that I am going to post quotes from whatever show/movie I am watching.
My stomach hurts, and my head is spinning. I think I may be sick.
-Tina (Since you sign off one YOUR posts I should do the same.)
Here without you baby.
I hope someone is around to talk me down.
-Ashe
Friday, May 6, 2016
Thursday, May 5, 2016
Wednesday, May 4, 2016
Hotspot
Everyone in class is currently hooked to my data. -laughs-
A slightly mean side of me keeps turning off the mobile data randomly and watch them slowly freak out over no internet connection.
A slightly mean side of me keeps turning off the mobile data randomly and watch them slowly freak out over no internet connection.
Tuesday, May 3, 2016
My head hurts
Thanks for making my head spin -laughs-
I will just assume what I feel right now is due to hormonal inbalance.
I will just assume what I feel right now is due to hormonal inbalance.
-laughs-
Not a big Frozen fan, but this song is always something I end up listening to during summer. Squeezing in a whole semester in just 6 weeks is insanity in itself. Yay for parodies.
Monday, May 2, 2016
INTERNET IS BACK!!!!
Bless you lovely globeline worker!
He actually managed to fix the internet. -laughs- I need to figure out what he did so next time I can easily fix it.
Ahhh, it has been only a two days, and I was going crazy using my cellphone.
Goodbye phone and hello laptop while I am at home!
Sunday, May 1, 2016
I cannot believe it
I actually skipped my two first classes.
I am shocked at myself. What has gotten into me? Oh that is right.
I am tired. I was suppose to sleep since I am so tired.
Oh well, at least I only have a hour class to go to. It goes by quickly. And not to explain myself to the class. I am more than sure they will all be shocked I came to the last class.
I am worried though. My cousin hasn't come home at all...and I have the internet guy coming back during the time I am in my last class....-sighs- I hope she is alright.
Now to change and get my booty to school.
Going to dress down because I am so tired! I need sleep.
I am shocked at myself. What has gotten into me? Oh that is right.
I am tired. I was suppose to sleep since I am so tired.
Oh well, at least I only have a hour class to go to. It goes by quickly. And not to explain myself to the class. I am more than sure they will all be shocked I came to the last class.
I am worried though. My cousin hasn't come home at all...and I have the internet guy coming back during the time I am in my last class....-sighs- I hope she is alright.
Now to change and get my booty to school.
Going to dress down because I am so tired! I need sleep.
Say Something
I'll be the one if you want me to
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I... am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all
And I... will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl
Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I... will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere I would've followed you (Oh-Ooh)
Say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something...
My data ended.
-frowns-
And the store isn't open.
Fun fun fun.
I shoulda bought a load last night even everyone was awake. Hahahahah.
And the store isn't open.
Fun fun fun.
I shoulda bought a load last night even everyone was awake. Hahahahah.
Actually
The place with the load is literally a five step walk from the back of my apartment.
Problem is they aren't even open yet, I may go over in half an hour to see if they will open for me.
8am is when those places usually open up.
Effort.
So much effort.
Problem is they aren't even open yet, I may go over in half an hour to see if they will open for me.
8am is when those places usually open up.
Effort.
So much effort.
Sadly
No.
Though I can always get my lazy ass up and find a load to get data to use the interent and hook it up to my laptop.
Though I can always get my lazy ass up and find a load to get data to use the interent and hook it up to my laptop.
It's fine
At least I can still annoy people slight online.
Just in a snail's pace, and in a very uncomfortable position.
And responsibility my butt, you are drinking yet again.
We both are irresponsibility adults.
Just in a snail's pace, and in a very uncomfortable position.
And responsibility my butt, you are drinking yet again.
We both are irresponsibility adults.
I am tired of being the responsible child.
So I am going to rebel a little and enjoy my short life.
No morning classes!
Though that also means no full internet since no more data.
No morning classes!
Though that also means no full internet since no more data.
Going to skip
Classes today. Well the first two.
Meaning I will be going in at 1pm...or well 12:30pm. I just don't want to go to school today.
I am too tired.
Still trying to figure out what is going on with my internet.
Meaning I will be going in at 1pm...or well 12:30pm. I just don't want to go to school today.
I am too tired.
Still trying to figure out what is going on with my internet.
R.I.P Favorite Mug
A computer programming mug that has been around longer than I have.
It was my dad's since before he met my mom.
My goat decided to headbutt me and, considering I hadn't know, and he has gotten much stronger, caused me to drop the mug.
-sad face-
Seriously...what the hell life.
Saturday, April 30, 2016
Life...you are seriously testing me.
After everything....you make my internet disappear knowing I should be on bedrest?!?!
Mobile data sucks, and I can't do my assignments with ease, no can I find my ethernet cable so I can hook up directly.
Headaches. This weekend is a headache.
Positive thoughts.
Mobile data sucks, and I can't do my assignments with ease, no can I find my ethernet cable so I can hook up directly.
Headaches. This weekend is a headache.
Positive thoughts.
Safe and sound
My uncle's family is glad nothing is terribly wrong with me.
Shocked to see a message on messenger when I got to his place.
Currently in his study room, due to the fact it is fiesta here in the city, he wanted me to at least not be alone considering I was finally discharged half an hour ago.
His family studied /worked in the states. So it was also the only place I trust myself to be at if I ever ended up in the hospital.
Took my cousin forever to sign my discharge papers.
Sorry for the worry. When I woke up, I didn't realize I posted it in this blog, it was suppose to go to the other one.
I am alive.
P.S Sagittarius' are the best sign.
Shocked to see a message on messenger when I got to his place.
Currently in his study room, due to the fact it is fiesta here in the city, he wanted me to at least not be alone considering I was finally discharged half an hour ago.
His family studied /worked in the states. So it was also the only place I trust myself to be at if I ever ended up in the hospital.
Took my cousin forever to sign my discharge papers.
Sorry for the worry. When I woke up, I didn't realize I posted it in this blog, it was suppose to go to the other one.
I am alive.
P.S Sagittarius' are the best sign.
Friday, April 29, 2016
You are silly
I am more than positive you are that cat in the bag.
I will be fine. It isn't too serious apparently. But they are keeping me for a few more hours to be sure.
So now drugged up on painkillers laughing/giggling at all those posts you made.
Thank you for them.
I am not dying, so don't worry too much.
I will be fine. It isn't too serious apparently. But they are keeping me for a few more hours to be sure.
So now drugged up on painkillers laughing/giggling at all those posts you made.
Thank you for them.
I am not dying, so don't worry too much.
I am alive.
Just laying in the hospital bed while they are running tests... or maybe they are waiting on results. I dunno, everything is slow here, but at least I get first attention. Niece of the Hospital's owner gets the best care.
Just waiting.
Sorry for worrying you Ashe. I didn't mean to.
Just waiting.
Sorry for worrying you Ashe. I didn't mean to.
About to head to the hospital
Just waiting for my uncle to come and get me. Bless his sweet self. I don't have to deal with the scariness of waiting. Pain is too much he is taking me to his hospital. Hurry please uncle bobong... Ugh.
Friends trying to help...
People have been sending me articles lately... I know they are trying to help, but I don't know how helpful they are.
http://www.eharmony.com/dating-advice/dating/should-you-really-stay-friends-after-the-relationship-is-over/
http://www.doctornerdlove.com/2015/10/how-to-stay-friends-after-the-break-up/
http://elitedaily.com/dating/gentlemen/its-impossible-to-really-stay-friends-after-a-breakup/732948/
http://m.mic.com/articles/115864/here-s-what-s-actually-happening-after-we-break-up#.OjTjRuIfJ
http://www.askmen.com/dating/heidi/33_dating_girl.html
https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/in-love-and-war/201405/the-10-worst-reasons-stay-friends-your-ex
A glass of wine will go good with this next batch of articles.
-A
http://www.eharmony.com/dating-advice/dating/should-you-really-stay-friends-after-the-relationship-is-over/
http://www.doctornerdlove.com/2015/10/how-to-stay-friends-after-the-break-up/
http://elitedaily.com/dating/gentlemen/its-impossible-to-really-stay-friends-after-a-breakup/732948/
http://m.mic.com/articles/115864/here-s-what-s-actually-happening-after-we-break-up#.OjTjRuIfJ
http://www.askmen.com/dating/heidi/33_dating_girl.html
https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/in-love-and-war/201405/the-10-worst-reasons-stay-friends-your-ex
A glass of wine will go good with this next batch of articles.
-A
Almost done with the day
Finished the exams today.
Actually was able to answer the DR questions for Mendez.
Not a bad day if I do say so myself.
I am slowly dying (mentally and emotionally)
Due to stress, and doing everything last minute for unknown reasons.
So many thoughts, but too tired from life.
Thursday, April 28, 2016
Wednesday, April 27, 2016
Random post.
Watched Whisper of the Heart, and started watching Grey's Anatomy again. That show touches my heart.
Tuesday, April 26, 2016
Qouth the Raven, "Nevermore".
"Once upon a midnight deary,
while I pondered weak and weary....."
-Edgar Allan Poe
(The Raven)
Going to recite this poem by heart for a grade on English tomorrow.
Thanks to the teacher actually allowing us to decide on the poems ourselves.
while I pondered weak and weary....."
-Edgar Allan Poe
(The Raven)
Going to recite this poem by heart for a grade on English tomorrow.
Thanks to the teacher actually allowing us to decide on the poems ourselves.
Sleepy
My English teacher just spent an hour singing American folk songs.
....wonder if he is serious the songs will be on the exam.
....wonder if he is serious the songs will be on the exam.
Overview of my day.
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| Oh, Calcifer! You will always be my favorite from Howl's Moving Castle! |
I was a space cadet all day during school. I am pretty sure I failed a quiz in HealthEd, and not to mention looked like a complete idiot when I couldn't think of how to use the word "buck" in a sentence. Today was an off day. Though, I will be watching Howl's Moving Castle shortly.
Also, I am sure, "what's up with that photo?" Well....my classmates...no, my friends, likes to be little buttholes sometimes. I was eating in my Informatics class, and since it is computers the number one rule is no eating the classroom. And what do I do? Hahahahah, I eat my barnuts at my computer while surfing the net, and typing my assignments. One of those lovely ladies thought it would be funny to take an off guard photo of me. I cover my face. No one needs to see my ugliness.
So yeah. That is one of the most interesting things from today.
Also, I sent a loop program to my teacher's laptop when I sent her my file, and it caused her to laugh since it kept popping up the little window with "No! Keep me." She was a good sport about it. But she made me remove it, and as punishment I am stuck being the I.T for the section. Not that I mind too much, since the I.T on hand doesn't really know what he is doing, he just tells us to unplug the computer and plug it back in if something isn't working right. He should be fired. I may not know as much as the computer studies students, but I am fairly decent around a computer, and since it is an old operating system, I actually know quite a few back doors thanks to my dad.
For once, my computer nerd programming daddy forcing me to help him repair computers actually pays off.
Thought for a change to post something from my mind/day here instead of the other blog.
Sorry it got long.
Well off to watch Studio Ghibli movies.
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