If I straighten my hair something different will happen.
After all, it is a change.
Though I highly doubt it, I do hold out hope for something.
Not sure what. But something, anything.
Anything other than mindlessly staying up because I can't sleep.
Something other than the emptiness I am feeling.
Sometimes I just want to talk to someone, but everyone I talk to just doesn't listen
Everyone has something going on in their lives.
What makes me special to unload my thoughts on them, when they may need more help than me?
Should I bother with myself? Or should I bare the burdened of everyone else's sorrow around me?
Since I don't feel like myself, I shouldn't have my nice fluffy messy hair.
Now I will just look like those around me.
Become faceless, blend in the crowd.
Maybe it will be better? Less hassle?
Early morning Rambling.
That's all this is.
Never mind the rest, my mind and soul is just a mess.
There's just a lot I don't understand.
I wonder if I will.
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